beliveing for..

Jobs, better jobs, benifits, raises, bonuses, settlements, sales commissions, estate inhertances, intrest income, rebates, royalties, checks in the mail, gifts, supriseses, court settlements, finding money, bill paid off, debts demolished, and the wealth of the wicked laid out for the just.

Why do all the dentist want my wisdom teeth?

Is there something special about them that i don’t know about?¬† I went to the dentist today because, well.. i’m paying for the insurance, might as well use it.¬† this office was really strange.¬† first, you drive into the parking lot, and there are all these store fronts.¬† i don’t see this office anywhere.¬† so i walk around the corner of the building towards the rear and at the back of the strip mall is the door to the office.¬† ok.. so i walk in and it’s just a stair case that leads up.¬† ok… so i walk up and straight into an xray room.¬† with a sign that looks like it was made with word that says reception and an arrow drawn pointing to the left.¬† or right..¬† i forget.¬† so i follow the arrow into an exam room, and follow another arrow to a lady at a desk, and i walk around the desk to the reception area.¬† She hands me some forms and i walk to the waiting room with a couch and two chairs.¬† i chose the couch.¬† i sat and laid back and about sunk in to the back of the couch.¬† not very comfy, so i took the one throw pillow and used it as a cussion for my back and filled out the forms.¬†s

while i’m doing that the lady at the “front” is talking to another lady about her kids encounter with some other kid on a date, going to the movies with them.¬† then another conversation about paternity test and her family not wanting to be a part of the baby’s life without the test and yadda yadda yadda…¬†¬† i’m begining to realize that this place is full of ladies.¬† i mean FULL of ladies.¬† the three dentist that work there, yeah all women.¬† the assistants, all girls.¬† i felt a little overwhelmed with estrogen.¬† i should have brought something to knitt while i was waiting.¬† there wasn’t anyone else waiting and didn’t seam to be a flow of, well.. anyone there. so i go take xrays (the entrance) and back to wait.¬† then to the actuall exam room.¬† it’s a room with two exam chairs side by side… really kind of tight.¬† So i met the doctor (lady) and her assistant (lady) and they being to do there stuff.¬† during the procedure the water on the “cavitor” ran out so the assistant had to stop and go refill it with a jug of water (from downstairs at the water store probably) crawling between me and the chair and the other chair.¬† listening to the ladies talk about lady stuff.¬†

i have to admit the lady was very detailed in her work and i like the end result, but it was a little rough.  i feel sore now.  hungry, but not hungry. 

oh and she wants my wisdom teeth.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Since I fell in love with you, I can actually divide my life into a “before” and “after”.¬† Before I met you, my life was okay…. doing my job, raising my kids, enjoying my friends, drama at the church, etc.¬†But¬†after I met you, my life was totally changed.¬†I had no idea anyone could¬†have such an impact on my routine, on my thoughts, on my feelings.¬† Now, nothing is¬†fun if you are not with me.¬† Now, I spend the whole day thinking of when I will hear your¬†voice next, or see your¬†awesome smile, or get the next text message from you. You are the most wonderful person who has ever¬†walked into my life.¬† I honor you on this day and hope that you have the¬†best “anniversary of a birthday” that you have¬†ever had!¬†

 I love you, Baby! 

Patti on break

or broken. Actually my three year contract on that name was up and it expired on me before i could renew it. It should be corrected soon but the main name, is still running. Do you realize that this thing has been up since October of 04? I still remember my very first post. We’ve gone through alot of transformations together and this has sat on many different machines and platforms. It started on ClickBlog running on ASP with an access database. Now it’s running WordPress in PHP on a windows 2003 machine and a MYSQL database. Making that first conversion was going to be a doozey. Access to Mysql? Ended up outputting the entire blog on to RSS, than using a really cool RSS importer that wordpress has built in. Moving the users was a bit tricker but they all moved over without much trouble. Anyway. Happy 3 year aniversery. (now let’s work on a spell check for this thing)


it’s a chilly morning. I feel asleep with the windows open and woke up actualy feeling a little cold. It was in the upper 50’s. i love this weather. makes it feel like december. my favorite month of the year.
Something soothing about the cold. Driving to the ranch on a chilly day, the heater in the car on, you can see your breath in the air. all the christmas lights are up and it gets dark early. *sigh*

weekend plans

last night was the concert from ENHS. I always enjoy those shows. Despite the people. This particular one was actually pretty easy. Tonight i’m probably going to work on putting things back together as much as i can before tommrow. Tommrow early moring we have angelfood. Than immedialy after that they will be putting the stage back together. So i want as much of my stuff back together before they start putting thier stuff back there. ivan was this past week and that was ok.. but he just seams to be mellowing out now that he’s getting older. Pastor wants to make a demo reel. i don’t have a decent caputre card, a decent editor or a decent dump method. hopefully pastor wont be expecting anything extravagent.